There's no freedom now

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I deactivated my Facebook account, again. I don't know for how long I will stay outside of it. It have done me no wrong but I no longer feel free to express what I want to say.



I have friends there, my family, schoolmates. Most of them were supportive and loving. However there were also people watching and getting ready to misinteprate what I wrote. I dont know who, but I do feel thier existance. I might hurt someone I dont intend to.

Here at my own blog, only a few with my blog link can find me. If they search for me meaning they are at thier own risk of reading what I am going to say in my blog. So please, if you feel annoyed with all my stories and nagging, you are welcomed to say good bye.

I want to be free to express what I want to say. Why do you feel threatened? I'm nobody.

Well goodbye Facebook, hello Blogger!

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