I deactivated my Facebook account, again. I don't know for how long I will stay outside of it. It have done me no wrong but I no longer feel free to express what I want to say. I have friends there, my family, schoolmates. Most of them were supportive and loving. However there were also people watching and getting ready to misinteprate what I wrote. I dont know who, but I do feel thier existance. I might hurt someone I dont intend to. Here at my own blog, only a few with my blog link can find me. If they search for me meaning they are at thier own risk of reading what I am going to say in my blog. So please, if you feel annoyed with all my stories and nagging, you are welcomed to say good bye. I want to be free to express what I want to say. Why do you feel threatened? I'm nobody. Well goodbye Facebook, hello Blogger!
Gambar: Fuad dan Ainna bergambar seketika di Hospital UIA (IIUMMC) semasa kami mengantar makanan ke sana Kekuatan seorang manusia itu juga adalah kekurangannya. Bagai satu garis lurus yang bersambung. Antara kekuatan dan kelemahan itu ada satu titik yang menyatukan keduanya. Adakalanya kita akan lebih kuat, kadangkala akan lebih lemah oleh sesuatu perkara. Kekuatan dan kelemahan kita kadangkala adalah kasih sayang. Seperti cerita fast and furious, di mana si Van Diesel itu selalu sahaja tersepit dek kerana sahabat yang dianggap keluarga sering dijadikan umpan untuk mempergunakannya. Ada sahaja orang yang mengatakan bahawa dia akan kalah kerana itu. Namun yang pasti dia menggunakan "kelemahan" itu sebagai kekuatannya. Dia menjadi manusia yang sanggup berkorban kerana tidak kisah apapun terjadi padanya asalkan keluarganya selamat. Menjadi manusia batu tanpa perasaan kasih sayang mungkin membolehkan seseorang itu bergerak pantas dalam mencapai cita cita atau kejayaan. ...
Picture: Ameera in our Iswara This is Ameera. One of my toughest daughter. Born during my Master study in IIUM. She was born at 36 weeks and 6 days, a borderline preterm baby. I have never imagine having 5 kids and studying at my age. Yes, I have the ambition but to actually face it is both dream and nightmare. I was blessed to be given a kind hearted husband, who willingly sacrifices his time and emotion for our family. These gifts from Allah that I sometime taken for granted, should be the center of my struggle. I have to complete my study as soon as possible. I will , I must.
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